It kills me not to know this but I've all but just forgotten
What the color of her eyes were and her scars or how she got them
As the telling signs of age rain down a single tear is dropping
Through the valleys of an aging face that this world has forgotten
There is no reconciliation that will put me in my place
And there is no time like the present to drink these draining seconds
But seldom do these words ring true when I'm constantly failing you
Like walls that we just can't break through until we disappear

So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer to the questions that you still have

But the day pressed on like crushing weights
For no man does it ever wait
Like memories of dying days
That deafen us like hurricanes
Bathed in flames we held the brand
Uncurled the fingers in your hand
Pressed into the flesh like sand
Now do you understand?

So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer to the questions that you still have

1000 miles away
There's nothing left to say
But so much left that I don't know
We never had a choice
This world is too much noise
It takes me under
It takes me under once again
I don't hate you
I don't hate you

So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer to the questions that you still have

I don't hate you
I don't hate you, no

Breakfast: 2 apples, 2 Früchtegut yoghurts with Special K

Snack: 2 Früchtegut yoghurts

Snack: 2 apples

Lunch: soup, 2 pieces of meat, brocoli, mixed salad

Snack: 2 apples, 2 cups of raspberries

Snack: 2 apples, 2 Früchtegut yoghurts

Dinner: tomato and mozarella salad, 4 integral bread sticks

1 fizzy a-z vitamin pill

1 fizzy vitamin c pill

Today’s outtake:

Morning workout: 10:16 min; 56.3kcal on Orbitrek, 50 jumping jacks, 2x30 back extensions, 10 min pilates, 2x50 sit ups, 5 min stretching

2x30 min biking

1 hour hike

Evening workout: 2x50 situps [went out with friends, so I missed my evening workout]

YAY no school tomorrow either!!! :]

Breakfast: 2 apples, 1 Früchtegut yoghurt, 3 carrots

Snack: 2 apples and some goat cheese

Snack: 2 Früchtegut yoghurt

Lunch: sweet and sour chicken with rice

Snack: 2 apples

Snack: 2 handfuls of peanuts

Dinner: tuna sandwich and green salad, 2 Früchtegut fruit yoghurts

1 fuzzy a-z vitamin pill

Today’s outtake:

Morning workout: 10:55 min; 61. kcal on Orbitrek, 50 sit ups, 2x20 back extensions, 10 min pilates, 5 min stretching

Evening workout: I have a tummyache, so I'm gonna sit this one out with a book and an apple nerd-style :P